so i guess ill update. nothing new has really happened to me... except that i went shopping and spent four hundred dollars on clothes, im going to colorado for a week after band, band starts monday and ends on like the four for the summer. i discovered that i can flutter and double tongue this summer. summer definately went by too fast this summer. its been so much fun and i dont want school to start. but then again i do. im excited about all the things i get to do this year and the fact that im a senior adds to it. well i must get back to cleaning my room.

love. 

love is too strong a word to say it too early
but has to beautiful a meaning to say it to late

i love you. its like a date but online hahaha

we should go get coffee sometime. it will be great.

i love you too and that is all i have to say besides your awesome bro.

click edit and delete stupid.

so... your face is gay. and speaking of gay why is it that guys like it when girls make out. that just.. i dont know what to say. its rather odd because guys making out isnt hott that gross. so why?

i.. i.. just dont know what to say. you have yet once again left me speechless. good job. lol you are amazing. and i love you

yeah i know. but apparently you dont love me so i dont love you anymore. i just like you. a lot.

i dont know. i might have to think really hard about it.....(thinking)......ok sure we are in like to the getter hahaha dont ask

you are retarded. that is all i have to say. oh and i love you.

oh goodness... she is updating...

my life ever since my last update has gotten extremely better.

i went to florida for a week with steph. that was an absolute blast and i came back so tan. it is pretty tight.

i have seen collin pretty much everyday since school ended. and that is always a plus. no one has any idea how amazing he is.

i gotsed to have eliza marie time sunday night. it was great and muchly needed.

i went shopping today and got two pairs of shoes. four pairs of pants and four shirts. and had chick-fil-a for lunch. yum.

so i need to hangout with people this summer. so give me a call and well get together.

much love!

no matter how

serious life gets,

you still gotta have

that one who you

can be completely

stupid with

so after this week... i dont really feel like using this stuff anymore. like this, facebook, myspace, yearbook or anything else.

i have lost all interest.

lets recap the last week:

i had a emotional, nervous, and mental breakdown this week. im still not together and i dont think that i will ever be. the main causes are my father and one particular fight that i had with a few friends. i kept telling myself that i didnt care but in reality i was putting my emotions and feelings away and they exploded. i have cried so much in the past twenty four hours. so now that i have said that, i wish everyone the best of luck with their life....

bye

friendship is only lost when you have the courage to let it go

Everyone keeps asking me if I'm okay.
What am I supposed to tell them?
No, I'm not okay. & then what?
So I just smile & say that I'm fine,
even though I'm really dying on the inside.

she's going through an emotional hurricane inside & nobody knows